Thoughts

My thoughts are so jumbled up sometimes. i never know where they are going.i feel a weight of worry and restlessness and it bothers me quite a bit. sometimes i have the feeling that my brain will explode from all the thoughts inside of it. the brain is such a crazy and marvelous and intriguing thing.it makes me wonder how it came to be and about how god created it. i don't mean to get religious, but science can only explain so far back and when it does, where it gets to a point where there is no logical answers left. there is just no explanation. how does it happen? and then is occurs to me that these thoughts are coming from my brain and i am just going in a circle with no answer to my questions. maybe some questions are just meant to be left unanswered.maybe they are just there to make people wonder and think and the super deep wonderers just make theories that are judged by the scientific community.  i don't know if anyone will ever find the answer to any to these questions. some may get really close, but by the time anyone is close enough to explain it i will probably be gone. life is just so interesting and intriguing and short. life needs to be questioned. what is the point of living forever if really you weren't living at all?