12.7.14

I don't have any words left
Nothing left to say
I feel as though i am a dried up lake yearning for rain
My heart is empty
My eyes cold
There's no spark left
And it feels like a theft
Of my heart and soul
What is left?
What will it be?
What can I say to make you see?
I'm tired
So tired
I can feel it in my gut
I know that there is something but,
I can't find it
I don't know when I will
I pray that it's soon
Or I may cave into a cocoon
Hide away until I'm hit
Hit with urgency in my fingers and heart
With words exploding with a spark out of every crack in my mind
This is not the end
There will never be
Just a see you soon
In a week or so
Once I can breathe instead of drown
In the rocky seas
-a.s.b.