I can't hold on

To nothing and everything

Friendships are lost like fallen autumn leaves 

And 

Personalities change like seasons

People get bored

And I drift away 

Alone once again

For every single reason

I get distant 

And 

I pull away 

And 

I'm scared how long this will last

I wonder how many times I will do this to myself and those around

One after the next I get lost once again

Maybe I should take a train and disappear off the horizon.