كابوس

夢魘

εφιάλτης

N I G H T M A R E

\ˈnīt-ˌmer\

an evil spirit formally thought to oppress people during sleep

Written out it looks like art

but that's far from what it is

sometimes I wonder if everything is just a dream 

if one day I'll finally wake up and sigh

sigh that that reality was a dream

My dreams were a reality

sometimes I feel like every moment that passes by

is 

just a non existent entity taking up other people's thoughts

something made up

what if I am someone's vision and not really here

at this point anything is possible

I'm tired 

constantly

everything drags slower and slower

what if it all just stopped?

what if everything was just paused?

what if I could recollect the years past 

and
disappear?
become a whistling wind that passes people's ears
and
reappear
when the magic comes back
and the dreams become a glittering escape
from
every toxic moment that may ever pass.

C u r r e n t N i g h t m a r e

I am constantly falling into darkness from high above and never reach a stop. I never hit anything. Never make contact. Just fall. Forever. The darkness envelopes me and I can't breathe nor scream. There is no one to save me but myself and i can't figure out how. My head pounding and the darkness wraps my neck until my breathe has come and gone one last time and I am no longer there.