Beauty

I don't know how i am feeling right now. It  has been a while since i have sat down and written a blogpost. It's funny that even though i have no followers on this blog, i still have an urge to write. Maybe somewhere down the road i will come back to this blog and read this blog and just remember how i was feeling when i wrote each blogpost. When i was happy and when I was sad. Sometimes i just want to scream out everything that is all filled up i my brain. But i know that I will never have the guts to do it. I feel like i live in a world where everyone is always comparing themselves to other people. Not doing what they love because others might think it is weird or odd. Feel like they have to look a certain way to fit in. Girls starting younger and younger to start worrying about how they look. There is no more innocence and carelessness. They aren't oblivious to the world anymore. The television and internet is causing them to compare their bodies, face, and hair to photoshopped and fake people. When I was little it was all about princess and dolls. Now it's about models and seeing how short your dress can get. This leads to a sick obsession. The world has become a cruel place where you are judged by how you look more than your personalities and talents. It's as if  a number on a scale matters more than the beauty inside.