Thankful
As you may know if you live in the states, Thanksgiving was two days ago. I have always known that this was the day to be thankful and appreciate everything that you have and for the first time I think I actually meant it. For the first time I think I have learned that the little things that i have are not something I should take for granted. There are people who may not feel love or enjoy the cold refreshing feeling after drinking a cup of water or may not even be able to spare a dollar to buy a little sweetness when they are having a bad day. I am so blessed to have people who are there to wipe my tears when they flow out of me like a waterfall and i can spare a couple of dollars if i was in the mood for a trip to Starbucks without worrying about anything. These past couple of months I have finally understood what it feels like to really be sad as well as really feel happy. I am so thankful that my heart beats every second and that my eyes open every morning when it is time to wake up. I am thankful that I have people I can trust with my secrets as well as laugh my face off with. At least at this moment everything is OK. I have things that others dream about having. There are times when I feel terrible about myself but then I realize that someone has it so much worse. It's humbling and it pushes me to get over the struggle I am having and make every second I have happy. Make every second worth it. I need to live my life to the fullest and once in a while catch my breath in a catching moment. This world won't stop for me so I will ride this wave. Everything that happens to me happens for a reason and it may break me down at times but in the long run it will build me up. So I am thankful.Ankita x
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