The little voice in my head
When you hurt me
I started to cry
And
When you said you were sorry
I stopped
You took my heart on roller coaster rides
And
Sent my mind in spirals
Your words dictated my moves
Every single one
Everything I said or did
I wondered what you would say
If you would shake your head
And
Say that I was a disappointment
Or
Smile
And
Say that I was everything you wanted me to be
That I was the perfect girl
With the big brown eyes
And
The crest shaped dimple
Then it hit me
I didn't mind the little things that I did wrong
I started to love doing the wrongs
And
Then having stories to tell
You
Little voice in my head
Can no longer
Make me do the things that I don't aspire to do
You
Little voice in my head
Are just letters
That can't tell me
That the hollows in my cheeks
Are not deep enough
And
The little marks all over my body
Are a disgrace
So
Goodbye
Little voice
I
Don't
Need
You
Anymore
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