I am so pissed off at the need to look to impress.  All that matters is that you are comfortable and can have a good time in it. I think society has this weird thing called "standards" I don't really understand these standards ,but apparently some things are just not good enough for other people. I don't understand why people feel the need to look a certain way or act a certain way so that they can just fit in. I mean you are going to get judged no matter what you wear so what is the point. When ever I go to a party with my family my mother tells me I can't wear certain things. She says that people won't even look at you if you wear that. They won't want to converse with you. You will just be left alone. Forgotten. People will look at you and think what is she wearing. Which will lead to people thinking oh her parents don't even try to make her look nice. I am sick of these parties where parents think they are better than the children and can tell them what to do. Because they can't. The only reason I listen is because I'm a minor. A child. I'm weak. I don't have power. I apparently can't make smart decisions. I can't take it anymore.  I can't take the fact that i can't wear what I feel or say what I feel. I can't feel in general.  I have no form of expression.  anything that I think is cute is apparently what homeless people in India wear. No matter what I do, I am always wrong. I can never be right. I don't even have the opportunity to be right. Why? What is the point of living if I'm not really living at all? What is the point of not being able to express my opinions? What is the point? It is just cutting me out of myself and making me just like everyone else. I'm not even my own person anymore. When I look in the mirror I can't even be the person I see. Free. Fearless. Beauty.