Tragedies

Late last night while I was watching the telly breaking news crossed the screen and it said that the malaysian airlines was for sure hijacked and that it was no longer a theory. That s terrible and frightening. Why would some sick person do that? The plane was filled with innocent people. They don't deserve that. There were also some infants on that plane. They will never get to grow up. They will just be frozen in time. Memories of the people that loved them. They will never get to experience the simple things in life and the adventures of growing up. It scares me that for the people on the plane their lives were taken away in seconds. Right now there is little hope that anyone could still be alive. It scares me that life can be taken away in a snap. I have been on planes a lot in my lifetime so far and i know that there are still many more flights that I still have to take. When i do there is a chance that something like that could happen to me. It scares me and makes me want to just bundle myself in my house and never leave. But it also makes me realize that my life can be turned upside down in minutes. I can't waste time. Every breathe i take, someone else is fighting for theirs. Every time i take something for granted, someone else is wishing they had what i had and it scares me. it also motivates me. It makes me want to do something with my life and help others whenever i can. i am done with trying to be somebody that i am not and live every day to the second like it's my last as myself. Ankita. there is nothing else i can do. If i look back at my life so far and learned that i was going to die the next day i would't be satisfied with what i had done. I would want to be more productive, eat healthier, love myself, challenge myself, try to do everything with the best of my ability. I don't think I have actually tried and put 100% of my potential into anything yet. i want to do that now and in everything.